After three years of probation ends, the former juvenile delinquent travels the US on a quest to save the world. Driven by a yearning for redemption while haunted by her past, this is the story of one woman's quest to find meaning, love, family, and most of all home, in an ever-changing landscape of people and places.

Like her first book, Closet Full of Coke, this is a diary of dates, though locations change with every chapter. From New York to Washington DC, Kentucky to Florida, West Virginia to New Mexico, and finally through Spain, Morocco, Ivory Coast, and Ghana, here are the triumphs and travails of Sena, a girl reeling from tragedy and loss, desperately seeking to create a life of purpose and connection.

Filled with colorful characters, travels, and a look into the subculture of Rainbow Family and other political activists in the '90s. 

Warning: Contains sexual situations, violence, strong language.



Book Two

from Noir Books

Always Looking for Home
​A Memoir of Seeking

The sequel to Closet Full of Coke​​​​